~From Me …

Friday, March 24, 2017

Alone is a lie but sometimes I like to pretend I’m there.

Hidden perfectly separated from all that is.

Loneliness was never as overwhelming as the connections I feel with all of life.

Some did drugs to not feel lonely I did drinking/substance and such to embrace the delusion of loneliness.

This all seems behind me now. But so much time was spent running, running away…

From what?

From Me?

Who else could I have been running from?

Everyone else?

Oh the man is an island delusion I drank to that more than once.

What a show it was the great 2 decade drunken dance and romance of my own mind show that I played for me.

I had all the moves and whatever I wanted and the hero always prevailed.

Many of jams the hero got into many of adventures he went on …

and much pain he went through but he always prevailed…

The adventure now on a higher plane on a sober plane an dealing with …

reality can be tough and loneliness seems true at times for so many are not as sober …

and real as I have chosen to be yet the truth still the truth and we are all connected and …

the heros adventure continue…

~From Me…

© Louis J. Auslander 3/24/17

Leave a Reply