My ability to endure is uncanny.
I’ve made some of the same mistakes so many times in my life.
I do know that i eventually learn.
Sometimes i wonder why the heck i would make the same mistakes so many times for sometimes it seemed like i learned nothing knew.
I prefer not to judge myself anymore nor get down on myself no matter what i do.
I’ve learned that!
With that i can make the best of any situation.
Nothing is really ever that painful yet when we add fear and guilt and shame or any other additive that makes matters worse we increase are pain substantially.
That said there is still always a price to pay if you break the natural laws of nature.
I can choose to go through pain peacefully.
I always deserve the best and to love myself with all my actions.
p.s. Spell check states : The pronoun “i”should always be capitalized. Consider “I” instead
I’ve considered and stated : “i” will mention this again “i” does not have to be
capitalized anymore i changed the rules of english “We” does though always. 🙂
© Louis J. Auslander 4/15/15